12/5/21 It was a good day we went to church we had a fellowship meal talked to friends and family and made our way home. That afternoon we went out on our place and cut down our Christmas Tree what a wonderful time of year celebrating new life. The 5th of December was also my beautiful wife's birthday, oh so much to be thankful for... As the evening approached and the sun had set in the west I prepared Mollys birthday dinner... we sat down and blessed the food and I thanked God for blessing me with a wonderful wife.. A short time after we found ourselves on the way to the ER due to a allergic reaction to something, some swelling and harder breathing was comming on. As I am driving and holding Molly's hand I thought Lord why on her birthday? Why the ER?
So many questions with no answers at the time, after some hours her swelling had let up some, her breathing was coming easier and the babys heart beat was checked and supposely in great shape so we left the ER being told Molly and the baby where good. That night we went to bed thankful we where all okay but wondering why
12/06/21 I went to work and throughout the day checking in on Molly to see how her and our 38 week old baby where doing... Molly was worried about our baby there wasn't movements like there should be. I encouraged her and told her the baby is okay i told her Molly just trust me and keep praying. Later that day I got home and our mid-wife came to check on our baby, as we waited for her to find the heart beat ... time passed still nothing ... we all rushed back into the ER a short time later molly was on the bed and they couldnt find a heart beat. God why? Why cant the find a heart beat? That baby was allways full of energy all the time and perfectly healthy... words cant explain what we felt we just held hands and cried until the tears stopped coming. We left the ER that night broken, confused and angry. Why would God take our First baby?
12/07/21 we woke up in hurt and in tears, my family gathered and prayed that day and that evening Mollys folks came in from SD. Many tears and aching and prayers that God would be glorified.
That night at 1145pm Molly's water broke and we rushed back into the ER, questions and tears and thoughts of I cant do this truly filled our minds ,how can we deliver this baby knowing its allready gone? ....
12/08 Molly was induced and contractions began around 1am, I sat by her side holding her hand and praying and telling her you can do this God is with us and I will never leave your side It was so hard watching my wife in pain for 14 hrs of contractions, and at 2:45 pm Molly delivered our baby boy, we held our baby and cried. We Grieved in every possible way it seems but God gave us so much peace and comfort. We knew our baby was allready in Gods hands. It was so hard to never hear our baby cry and to not see it move but our baby never had to deal with the sin of this world
It doesn't seem fair and we could blame
God but Molly and I belive and know that God will and allready has used our Emanuel Jacob Fisher in healing broken hearts and convicting the hearts of people who aren't walking with the Lord, and encouraging the hearts of many, and by the grace of God so much more then you and I will ever know or understand.
Molly and I are doing well thank you to everyone who has been praying and sending meals, we have a long road to travel yet but Gods is using our family of 3 for the kingdom of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Molly Reinhold Fisher was such a champ and I am so proud of her she truly was amazing and she never went on any pain medication durning or after delivery.
We will be having a funeral tomorrow where I grew up, with most of our family. The homemade coffin is made of pine that was cut right where the burial site is at.. God works all things for the good even when we dont understand. We are grateful for our little 8lb 2oz Emanuel Jacob Fisher.